Wednesday, 17 December 2008

• life sucks..

   

  I have been having such a bad life lately. I just plain out hate myself &my life. My boyfriend is an asshole. Things are the same as last December basicly.. things will be good for about 4 months at a time. Then really bad for about two. I am so sick of the same bullshit every four months. You would think I would move on. But nooo of corse when things are good I want to stay with him and be happy. Why, when its just a matter of time when they are back to the same shit. No he's not cheating on me. It is other things Id rather not mention on the internet. lol but Its so fucked up!

  I cannot even deal anymore. I am sick of his games and the heart broken bullshit. The love is there. That is the only thing holding us together. I know he loves me..thats not it. But he has other things on his mind that shouldnt be on anyones mind. It is heart breaking when your not enough for the one that is all you want and need. I know he WANTS me and NEEDS me but this other stuff just pulls him in. And weather he can change or not its always going to be there. =/

  Life sucks. Merry Christmas.

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